broken

this is what i'm feeling this week...uncertain, worried, confused, doubtful, angry, ashamed, guilty...i thought this won't happen again. you promised, remember?

i am torn between worrying and being mad. i am at the point of self-pity for feeling this way. funny how different emotions can actually come crashing all at the same time.

but this ain't a joke. i hate this. i wanna hate you...but i can't. or maybe i don't want to.

Gosh!!!

it's been ages since i've been here! i only intend to paste a quote i kept in my outlook drafts and then log-off quickly. so blogger has upgraded already huh? i wonder when...i have no negative words for the old one though...let's see if i can be a new blogger also.

here's the quote:

"One can easily understand a child afraid of the dark. The real tragedy is when grown men and women are afraid of the light." -Plato

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btw, thanks to inuoe for the bday greeting :)