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i had been wondering all night about what happened. i feel completely helpless. i can't think straight. i realized i didn't have enough options. the best i can do is pray hard, hope, and wait...desperately waiting. i've been trying my best to keep away terrible thoughts from my head. it's dragging this day slow.

one more day. tomorrow, i pray everything will be okay.

please be safe. dear God, please keep him safe.